My terrible angst from yesterday

[imamaryanne]

I don't know what the fuck was wrong with me yesterday. I went back and read my post and ohmygod. Could I have made a bigger deal over NOTHING???? I'm going to blame it on hormones. My hormones are all fucked up right now because I just stopped taking my birth control pills. What? What did I just say? Yeah, D and I are planning on trying to add another brat to the brood within the next year or so. *Raises my last glass of anything alcoholic for a LONG time* Here's to a lot of fun trying to make a baby. Good timing too. Yesterday G and I were in the elevator vestibule in our building and he waved to these two kids who live several floors above us. Then he asked me. "Mommy are Johnny and Suzie (not their real names) brother and sister?" I said, "yes." "Are they MY brother and sister?" "No, G. Johnny is Suzie's brother and Suzie is Johnny's sister." Looks at me, lip quavering and eyes welling up with tears, "Why don't I have a sister?" Jesus, a kid can make you feel like you've been punched in the gut without even touching you. Also, welcome to LJ tlknipe ...my bestie since we were eight years old!

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Baby Makin'

[tlknipe.livejournal.com]

HHHIIIIEEEEEE!!! Thanks for the welcome :o) I am so excited to hear you're starting to work on "production"! Don't worry about the office party thing...if I remained mortified at all of the indiscretions I have been party to at office functions and well, at work in general, I'd have to change my name. One little page out the Elaine Bennis playbook won’t ruin your finely crafted street cred.

Re: Baby Makin'

[imamaryanne.livejournal.com]

I hope the 'production' doesn't take as long this time as it did last time. That was my worst year EVAH! After G was born, I took some time and wrote out my labor story (and it was FUNNY!) and I always meant to post it on my then-Myspace blog. But I never did. To try and get me in the mood, for labor #2, I just might unearth it and post it here on LJ.

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